Articol publicat in "Acasa Magazin" - Nov. 2000 - Always me, never the same Although she thinks she is an old fashioned girl in some respect, Bianca Brad confesses that she thought what it would be like to make love with a woman. She would also like to be noticed by a voyeur. How do you see a romantic date? Firstly, it should have a surprising element. I like surprises. It is romantic to stay somewhere on a terrace, in the sea breeze, with candles and saxophone, in the twilight, looking at the sunset. How are you when you are in love? I devote completely to the person I love, but I need my independence. I should not be totally swallowed up by love. I am loyal, possessive, without being jealous. I am affectionate and warm. I am dependent on fondness. Are you alone now? I have just finished a relationship which lasted almost two years. The separation is really recent. What do you appreciate at a man? He should be intelligent, to have humor and a strong personality, without being arrogant and conceited. He should also be gentle, generous and without serious vices, to inspire trust, to protect me, to make me feel I can count on him and to make me feel loved. Have you ever hurt somebody? Yes, but never intentionally. I always took into account the others and if I discover that I hurt somebody, I suffer, too. One of my principles that I inherited from my family is “always to help others!” Do you think you are conservative through the education you received? There are some aspects of life in which I am conservative, but I like very much novelty and spontaneity. But there are some principles I never deviate from. For me, family is very important. I want to remarry, even if I had a previous failure and this proves that I am old fashioned. Do you have erotic fantasy? Once, a woman wanted to have a sexual experience with me. Of course, my answer was negative, but I began thinking how it would have been. I have another fantasy. It is to be watched while I’m making love, without knowing anything about it. Have you ever made love in a public place? Yes. But I won’t say anything else. Wow, I hope mother won’t read this interview. It was very inciting and exciting in the same time. Do you prefer to think of the past or you want to forget it? I prefer to forget it. But, unfortunately, it follows us. There are certain things that come to the light, but I try not to take them into account so much. What do you want the most now? From the professional point of view, I would like to find something to feel fulfilled and to enhance my value. From a personal point of view, I would like to settle myself and to find my other half, if possible. At the university, I used to do exercises of trust: we stayed in a circle and in the middle there was one of us. He (she) closed the eyes and let himself (herself) fall knowing that somebody would catch him (her). This is the feeling I would like to have. To know that if I can’t go on and fall, there is somebody to catch me. Have you ever had this feeling? Not in my marriage. In the past relationship, I had this feeling at the beginning, but toward the end, I lost it. How would you characterize yourself? Once, I was asked to characterize myself in five words. I said: “Always me, never the same”.